Saturday morning. I’m the most pathetic person on earth rn. i don’t know why I’ve been so attention-seeking these pass few days. my phone has 44% i think. but i gotta go for tuition. sucks to be me. I’ve been so angsty. maybe I’m bipolar. I’ve been getting upset just cause n doesn’t wanna “show me love”. like wtf is with me, i don’t even know. and when she doesn’t reply i get so damn self conscious. I’m not having my period so i don’t know. this is rubbish. i think i should give n her own private space and freedom. i mean just cause i don’t have a life, doesn’t mean she can’t. we are so unstable nowadays. i don’t know what we are anymore honestly. hahhaa i don’t know a lot of things actually. CA2 is coming and my revision hasn’t been very hardcore oops. can’t help it. i wish i could turn back time. and redo everything. just turn back time to where im bout to make mistakes. but I can’t. God can’t turn it back for me. it would be unfair to others if i could anyways. unfair to those who need it more than i do. I don’t really have a sad life. just a lonely one.
holidays.
hey there. it’s hols again. hate this :( I’m actually having tuition right now, but since i got the question right, i shall just write a post. i kinda like tumblr. since there’s an app for it and i can just post anytime i want! but i don’t really know how to work this thing yet so.. it’ll take some time hahaha.
so babe! it’s gonna be 1 week without you. 7 days. 168 hours. 10080 seconds. i can’t. :( thinking bout it makes me sad already. giving me a nasty headache ouch. [it seriously hurts]
hey babe! so.. you’re sick. and i’ve been so worried bout you. but well you’re coming back to school tmr, so i’m happy :) take care of yourself ok! don’t anyhow eat fried food if you’re not allowed to. remember to rest more :) hmm this post ain’t gonna be long, sorry! but i’ll post longer things next time yea? :) i just need to get used to tumblr..
